I want to thank you all for following me.
I also want to apologize. I’m not holding up my end of the bargain. I don’t know how many messages are in the inbox that I’ve looked at and just not answered. I hardly ever think about or promote this blog anymore.
Truth is, I can’t cosplay anymore. My fiance and I both work full time while I’m full time in school too. We’re busy. When I get home at the end of the night, all I want to do is go to bed and I struggle to get up in the morning and do it all over again. We live below the poverty line and can’t get any assistance. I’m thousands of dollar is debt to my parents let alone my credit card, my car loan, and my fiance’s credit card. We’re a couple hundred dollars behind making ends meet each month, and that’s if we don’t buy any food. Before, we were doing okay, but the stress got to me and I screamed at a coworker and lost my job. My new job not play pays $3 less per hour, but I get less hours and no tips either. My fiance and I can’t afford the knee replacement he desperately needs, and we can’t afford to send me to the doctor to find the cause of almost 15 years of constant joint pain. Cosplay doesn’t even show up on any list anymore. It’s just boxed up in the closet next to all my crafts and the empty aquarium.
There is no money, there is no time. I’ve tried to find someone to help me run this blog, but haven’t found a single one that even wants to, let alone knows enough about cosplay to do so. And to be quite honest, it’s hard for me to find the desire to do anything on my days off except lay on the couch and stare at the ceiling all day.
So I’m sorry to you all, who asked for help from me and received nothing in return. I’m sorry that that’s unlikely to change any time soon. It as great, before this all happened, that you all were here and I loved answering your questions, but the truth is, that was then, and things have changed.